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this has been way to long: Life in general is pretty much crazzy right now! It's amazing how much time can really fly by, it seems like just yesterday i was finishing 8th grade getting ready to go into highschool, and yet somehow im almost done with it. It's really weird how things all fall into place..These past few years i have experinced so many things and become so much more aware of everything. i know a lot of people say this but i truely mean this, i honestly dont know what i would do with out my friends, ( im now realizing really who my true friends are) I LOVE YOU ALL
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[24 Jun 2005|02:07pm] |
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**** WEll I'm at Olivia's house right now, watching meet the fockers [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<that [...] funny..well>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] **** WEll I'm at Olivia's house right now, watching meet the fockers<that movie it freakin hillarious... I CaNt believe that The PiStOnS LoSt!!! So last night olivia and i went to Dillon's house with Jake,Kyle,Zach,Kevin,Adam,Olivia and Devin....It was alot of fun, i always enjoy hanging out with those guys they are too funny..Well durning half time we went and swam in the LaKe, it actually wasnt that cold.. it was kinda scary but really fun.. !!!!! I was looking through peoples profiles online, and i've gotta say this has been one of the funnest things i have ever read!!!!!! ChEcK It OuT>> ( ThIs WaS In MoE's PrOfIlE) 1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheese burgers, large fries, and a diet Coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors to the vault open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. 10. Only in America......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering
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[19 Jun 2005|10:31pm] |
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*Oasis And Jet* - The best concert i have ever been to in my life, they sounded so good live* - Vanessa,Champagne Supernova -Lisa, dancin on the hill, knowing exactly what eachother is thinking! -Jen, making fun of boyea(sorry mike) and having a good ol time, gettin hit on like 50000 times -Ashley, i love you the concert was fun - Blaire, im glad you came it was a blast. **** JEN AND LISA THANKS FOR GETTING ME A TICKET**** $ I guess you could say after party at lisa's ha...
?????Concert or Party???? well from what lauren and i knew we were going to PK, but sitting in the car with jen olivia and lauren for just one ticket for myself, seemed alittle strange....yep lauren and i got tricked lol suprise sweet sixteen, lauren and i were definitly suprised.. it was a very fun night and i loved everything, we even got crowns thanks to ( cory matt and andy).....Thanks everyone who went and stayed i love you guys :) =========================================AND TODAY==================== Woke up at around noon, went on the lake with olivia lauren jen justin and his friends, jumped in the lake then went and worked for the mobeys with jen... after that we headed off to Jakes where we met up with Kyle,Jake,Zack,Jen and myself.. it's so weird how when you hang out with certain people you can be totally yourself, and others it's like you have to be differnt..Blaire i listened to all of your cd's and i loved them..
0asis: How many special people change How many lives are living strange Where were you when we were getting high? Slowly walking down the hall Faster then a cannon ball Where were you when we were getting high? Some day you will find me Caught beneath the landslide In a champagne supernova in the sky!
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Wow i havent updated this baby in for ever....
*Schools Out For The Summer* sweet concerts this summer that i can not wait for: Jack Johnson aug 31st Oasis and Jet June 18th ( happy sweet sixteen to me) Howie Day july 17th Doobie brothers CCR Yep can not wait for these.... Summer so far is good i have only been out of school for like 4 days though........ but anyways im gonna go later
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[23 Apr 2005|11:17am] |
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wow what a day! first school then our tent party! This was thee best idea ever! we have 7 girls all pitching a tent and just being crazy... realizing that it is freaking snowing and that it is really cold, it was still alot of fun.. the only bad thing was all of us left our shoes outside so they are all flippin soaked...GO TO BED..... Go Lisa Go LIsa.....good times good times...oh what a night.. we need to do this again> ashley's birthday is coming up wahoooooo.... CrUnK A PaLoOzA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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WOw i havent written in a real long time... Hmm not much is really new... GOd i cant believe how much things are changing... it was so weird when catie doe came up to me in the lunch room saying that she was taking her senior pictures soon, wow that's really crazzy..... anyways softball hmmm there isnt really anything exciting( new people: new situations.. i want a boy.. Do you ever feel like sometimes your not wanted? or think why in the hell do some people treat you the way they do? yeah very very very interesting... i dunno maybe im just taking this all as something negative if that makes sense.. i miss things the way they used to be.. i hate having regrets.. oh well just make the best out of things...
I know there's little use in crying It's more wide awake and dying then I'm used to I thought we'd walk these streets together Now I'm hoping that I'll never have to meet you Step aside from all this anger And somewhere in between I can feel you Ask me should we try again I'm thinking no Y'know, it's not what I believe in It's not what I believe in * Howie Day*
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Man oh man: This was certainly a CrAzY weekend: Friday: well i got my hair cut, i dunno if i really like it alot of people say it's cute... but i just dont think im quite used to it yet... anyways Olivia picked me up and we went to lisa and ahsleys game.. serioulsy i havent really hung out with olivia in a long time, i guess you could just say really nothing is the same anymore... olivia and i had so much fun on the drive there, weather it was getting lost, or just jamming to some sweet song.. it has really hit me and just hanging out with her on friday was how everything was back in 8th grade, and i would trade it for ANYTHING!!! anyways we went to the game lisa almost got in a fight with this one chick that was starting crap with her( props to lisa) lisa we all love you and you are like the best basketball player ever!! Ashley wow such an inspiriation to all, watching you play basketball just brought back memories from this year, i mean you drove in sweet and you also get hacked( and what do the refs do Not CUT HER ANY slack!) but you are also one the the best basketball players ever>>> brittany you did really good and i miss you and Rachel T: i havent seen you in forever you did really good to, nice tripping techinque too! Rachel M: your awesome too... wow anyways moving on with friday night...we went over to kyles and saw jake kyle jakcie and jen.. then we left and went back to my house were devin and cory came over... it was a tiring night...
Saturday: oh this makes me want to cry just the name of the day SATURDAY reminds me of fall out boy.. well it totally sucked b/c it was sold out( what a bummer) but luckly to say the friends made up for it... angela and collin: it was the best running around in the street in down town pontiac.. just laying down on the street waiting until the light changed was fun( Notebook style) even though blaire probably made a good point that some homeless people pee'd there but it was still worth it.. Running down allies with collin and ang, ang pretending she is spiderman and trying to climb up walls what a night... chasing blarie's car trying to tell them where to go> GOOD TIMEs.... we all went to blues notes and just hung out, the hot coco was really good..then off to my house we went.. let's just say alot went on throwing up. and total confusing but yet somewhat amusing. Blaire you are the best i had so much fun driving devin home and then our talk on the way home.. im so freakin glad we got to hang out it made me happy.. ang im really glad you got to spend the night too( we kind of had a tiki talk)lisa uhh i dunno what to say about you know what.... other then that crazy night i was super tired!!! Collin you are such an awesome guy. bru you were too funny....Jackie ha you were hillarious. Sunday: hmmm dont you always love hearing the words Family and Time together in the same sentence?? well that what we had today family time... went to church then went and got a softball mitt im so excited for softball to be starting... well anyways sorry this entry is really really long.
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| Being a hoover |
[09 Mar 2005|04:55pm] |
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Well this is crazy i havent been home in a total of 4 freakin days.... Im curently living with the hoovers for now, let me just say it has been fun.. LISA if you read this your not home right now(see usually when i go to lisa's house, she is never home...but sara is, but yeah(sara u know what im talking about)) so this day has been rather crazzy... tonight is the boys basketball game... i hope othey do well so we can win.... wow this entry is kind of pointless, but i havent really wrote in a while... Burned a cd pretty sweet.... pray for my grandpa he is still in lake tahoe sick....
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Wahoo im back from my vacation... it was rather eventful this is what went on> - had the flu for 4 days - grandpa went to the hospital and is still there - my aunt had her baby! wahoo (her name is shelby) The days when i did go out were really fun, the view and everything was AMAZING. im glad i got a break from here( no offence) Now im back let me just say, i have missed all of my friends, i hope you have had a great break... Volleyball guys i missed you alot also, hope everything went well. HOPE EVERYTHING IS WELL FOR EVERYONE... Lauren Lamers( you whole family is in my prayers I LOVE YOU*) well im at olivia's house right now and im watching double double toliad trouble, Gosh i used to love this movie when i was a kid.... i need to find a guy , but now im better then when i was before
I LOVE MY FRIENDS( if anyone of you need to talk im always here for you no matter what) LoVe <3 *
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So many emotions and feelings are racing through me.... i feel like i just got punched in the stomach without having the slightest bit of knowing it was coming right towards me.... It seems just like some people have it all, why the hell cant i ever be satisfied. i hate making me feel sorry for myself but why are things so shitty? i hate not having a boyfriend and all the guys i could have had i didnt, because i was comparing it to certian people, i mean sure i seized the moment with them but it still isnt enough... i wish i could take back so much stuff with guys. i wish i wouldnt be so jealous of other people and keeping asking myself why cant i have that? or why cant i look that way? or how come i cant get a guy like that? i hate the way we just have to except certian things in life. i get so depressed whenever i see couples i wish i had that, i wish i had a guy would could except me for who i am... i wish i could get a kiss or just be with a guy who likes being with me, i want someone to hold hands with or call them on the phone just to know how the feeling really is....i dont want to write this and everyone feel sorry for me, this is just how i am feeling i dont want to make it seem like my life is full of drama either.. Dont you ever feel like you dont belong? i guess i just need to try and think about the postive things in life, but it's so hard to do that when ur stuck feeling this certain way and it's all bottled up inside of you, and sure all my friends will say "yeah i know how you feel" but basically what it comes down to is that you guys have all had something with guys throughout high school and the thing is i havent sure i have been with you guys while ur dating or doing whatever it is you guys have done, but im just there to sit back and observe it.... i hate leaving it at this espically when im leaving for tahoe tomorrow..i guess maybe a break will be good for me to get out of this dreaded hell hole im living in... thanks to all my friend im just glad to be alive....
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crazy day today.. everyone is sick too> lisa get better (:
last weekend was fun Friday: went with jake to josh's suprise party, it was fun Saturday: hung out with olivia went back to her house for alittle bit, went to the mall' with hannah and olivia, then went to jakes house for a get together... man can i just say anthony and jake's bad freaking ROCK!! yes and also persay yes ha good times sunday: i went to church, happy 16th devin... then went boarding with a few people.. fun stuff wow this isnt that good of and entry im very tired..
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i some how always embarrassed myself when i walk into the chinese restaurant, so this guy is asking me what i want and cc and lauren are rushing me and i was like" i tink im gonna get this" you really had to be there but it was quite a memory i will never forget! *** Some people are changing into people i never thought that they could become**
but anyways this whole entry is totally random.... wow it is like 1 in the morning, i feel so relaxed right now because i dont have anything at all in the morning going on, so finally it's my lucky day to sleep in...well let's see this week has kinda been eventful.. Monday: i think it was MLK day?? didnt do much, i had a volleyball game later on that night at cabrini God i hate that school ever sense what happened at the basketball game but all i can say is devin you sure had that 50 year old man... Tuesday: EXAMS were finally over... Wednesday: school went by kinda fast actually which i always love.. then i went to the brandon hockey game with alyssia and her friend briann, that was a pretty intresting game let me just say...nelson didnt play but i saw shultzy played> brandon ended up winnin.. pretty intresting car ride home lol...oh we got these power ranger things that go on your pencils they are so sweet except scott broke mine i need to go back and get a new one! Thursday: school and then we had a game at marian okay class A school + class D school= Craziness..... Friday: not much just went to school and then being the good person that iam i told me neighbors that i would babysit for them, im not gonna lie i needed the money.. had a pretty weird chat with one of my friends... cory and devin i cant believe that my sister talked to you about her buying you guys "shoes" all i can say is not fair.. Im scared im getting my hair cut and colored tomorrow, any ideas??? i just downloaded the coolest ring tone ever Mr Brightside im so excited
* I have finally realized that some things just arent gonna change so move on and try to find something else.... you only live once...
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~ Isnt life well uhh just life i guess~ So i've been *contemplating* i really dont want this year to start off bad, i mean it's a whole new year, i want to have a good new fresh start with this year.. It really sucks though when you can't seem to get your act together to try and start off a whole new fresh year. Well so now it's like 1:30n in the morning and i have been watching so many movies today... I just really want to stop being so unhappy, lately i keep telling my self things will get better, but the truth is they keep getting worse, im really just tired of people not reliezing who or what they really have (including me) i just want to stop getting so depressed about the stupidest shit espically guys ( which i cant stand anymore).... so starting NOW, im gonna try to look at the more postive things in life other then just looking at the negative things in life. Today it finally hit me >>>YoU OnLy LiVe OnCe So LeT ThE GOOD TIMES ROLL! im not really going to worry about what is going to happen in the future, im just gonna take one day at a time and not live in the past. Now im gonna try to come up with some goals to this new fresh start of my life..
^** Thanks to all my friends who have been there for me EVERY time i need you guys, you guys are the best I LOVE YOU ALL^* : Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game:
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| The Ants Go Marching |
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well so far this break has been going good. but im sad because i havent hung out also with alot of people...but all the people i have hung out with it has been fun... yesterday i went "sledding" yeah that was actually pretty fun just ask lindsey, audrey or devin lol. you guys im still wondering at this brail thing lol but anyways Hope everyone had a good christmas.......
TODAY well as anna and i were sitting online BORED, we came up with a song here it is: THE ANTS GO MARCHING: The ants go marching 10 by 10 hooray hooray the ants go marching 10 by 10 hooray hooray the ants go marching 10 by 10 the little one stoped to pick up some men and they all go marching down to the ground to get out of the rain BOOM BOOM BOOM
The ants go marching 9 by 9 hooray hooray the ants go marching 9 by 9 hooray hooray the ants go marching 9 by 9 the little one stops to smoke a dime and they all go marching down to the ground to get out of the rain BOOM BOOM BOOM
The ants go marching 8 by 8 hooray hooray the ants go marching 8 by 8 hooray hooray the ants go marching 8 by 8 the little one stops to have a blind date and they all go marching down to the ground to get out of the rain BOOM BOOM BOOM ( also he could stop to eat some cake)
The ants go marching 7 by 7 hooray hooray the ants go marching 7 by 7 hooray hooray the ants go marching 7 by 7 the little one stops to pray to heaven and they all go marching down to the ground to get out of the rain BOOM BOOM BOOM
The ants go marching 6 by 6 hooray hooray the ants go marching 6 by 6 hooray hooray the ants go marching 6 by 6 the little one stops to take a hit and they all go marching down to the ground to get out of the rain BOOM BOOM BOOM
The ants go marching 5 by 5 hooray hooray the ants go marching 5 by 5 hooray hooray the ants go marching 5 by 5 the little one stops to give a high five and they all go marching down to the ground to get out of the rain BOOM BOOM BOOM
The ants go marching 4 by 4 hooray hooray the ants go marching 4 by 4 hooray hooray the ants go marching 4 by 4 the little one stops to pick up a whore and they all go marching down to the ground to get out of the rain BOOM BOOM BOOM
The ants go marching 3 by 3 hooray hooray the ants go marching 3 by 3 hooray hooray the ants go marching 3 by 3 the little one stops to take a pee and they all go marching down to the ground to get out of the rain BOOM BOOM BOOM
The ants go marching 2 by 2 hooray hooray the ants go marching 2 by 2 hooray hooray the ants go marching 2 by 2 the little one stops to get some chew and they all go marching down to the ground to get out of the rain BOOM BOOM BOOM
The ants go marching 1 by 1 hooray hooray the ants go marching 1 by 1 hooray hooray the ants go marching 1 by 1 the little one stops to end the fun and they all die and our song is over......
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Well today wasnt the greatest... yeah if you read catie doe's livejournal entry then my entry is kinda going to be like it.... Im so sick of everything right now i just want to go up to my room crawl in my bed and sleep and never leave my bed at least for a WEEK... God i cant take it anymore i dont want to complain or anything but im just sick of it, gee how about with guys i quit on them i cant handle them anymore either the guy i like doesnt like me and likes my friend or my friend likes the guy i hate hearing this " but i dont know if she likes me" ahhhhh ( I Cant Win for loosing) As caite and I totally agree "Girls, run along to your boys. We don't need it." END OF STORY with them, they are HISTORY!!!! right now instead of the rollercoaster going up the hill it is FaLlInG WaY DoWn HiLL, Just my luck...alright well im gonna stop bitching before my head explodes..
*It feels like make believe but your my history!*
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Today wow what can i say about today.. acutally school wasnt really that bad, but volleyball isnt going well.. i agree with catie!!!!!
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| THANK GOD for THANKSGIVING break!! |
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~ Wednesday: the frist day of break i had volleyball at 8:00 in the morning... yeah it was CRAZY.. Katie Flynn i wanted french toast with suryp SOOOO bad that was hell going through pratice thinking of Hott french toast waiting on a plate.. anyways after that i went to my grandma and grandpa's house it only takes about 3 hours to get there, uhh yeah it definetely took 6 in a half hours because of the snow( i love the snow but that really sucked) we finally got there and i saw the movie the terminal , it was pretty cute... ~Turkey Day: i didnt wake up until 12:00 because i was so tired from the day before. i had some breakfast and then my grandparents made Thee best dinner ever they had everything you could possibly think of for thanksgiving.. after that we left and then i went to my aunt's house with all my mom's side of the family... i ended up spending the night at my cousin laurens house, Lauren thanks for being there for me to talk when i really needed someone i love you to death! ~Friday: i slept until 11:00 i could have slept later but my little cousin woke me up ( dont you love them?) then we went to the viedo store and rented the movie sleepover... that was one Cheesey movie.. then i went out to dinner with my family it was pretty good then jen olivia and lauren came over.... Calling people was hillarious and reading cosmopolitan magazines were fun... then at 12:00 was jens 16th birthday that was awesome we made cake batter and then ate it and wore spongebob party hats! ~Saturday: The big Night..it was so hard to keep jens surprise party from her but we pulled it off it was a great sucess....the party was fun and i was really happy for jen.. ~sunday: spent the night at lisa's hosue on saturday night then sara and i went to chruch.. everyone seemed like they were late for 11 o clock mass i was even there before my mom was... then i went back to lisa's... sara and i made the Best CD in the whole world> ~THE RELATIONSHIP ON A STRING~ which im listening to it right now it's a really good cd... anyways im just thinking about some things that i really dont understand why things happen the way they do and how people can be such great friends, yeah rigggght!!!!! oh well anyways i think im gonna go ... Peace and Love
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Well it was a bad weekend for the lakers... This basketball season was one of the BESt teams i have ever been on... sara and ashley thanks for being the sweet senoirs that you guys are...anyways with the football team you guys were awesome and you guys also had a Great season, so good job lol.... anyways volleyball started, yeah Doe time to get serious haha this year should be on hell of a year im so PUMPED...We had a three hour pratice today it was fun but also alot of work! yeah so guys are pretty confusing i dunno about them... anyways im at laurens house right now with olivia lauren jen and jackie we are watching one of the best movies ever THE BREAKFAST CLUB ( such a good movie)...I think it is tie to go and enjoy the night watching the sweet movie so PEACE
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